Thursday, December 10, 2009

The Kindness of Strangers

What happens next?

The amber of my optimism is limber,
I am powerful and my hair is beautiful and long.
I run my fingers through
the discarded math
Of miscalculated risks, soundlessly,

Sitting at a table, watching the scene.

I look down and away.

The men nearby are all wearing incredible shoes,
It almost makes everything alright.
But you, you were never smitten. Not with me,
Not on this side of our season. It wasn't me.
I have never been unbelievable.

I'm quite ordinary, actually.
It used to bother me.

Once upon a stranger's brief delight,
The deliberate half smile of a man just released,
A treasure I carry with me like a shiny stone,
A compliment accidentally left behind for the taking.
A pet to love, and someday lay to rest.

The bitter cold takes your hands,
They feel old, I think of oak trees.
The dogs of Winter attack and tear at the hem
Of my dress, I thought it was just the bad weather.
I thought, maybe if I waited it out. Well,
I didn't think it through. It wasn't me.

The women nearby are wearing their holiday best,
Was the glitter of my laughter never enough?

Once upon a stranger's brief interruption,
The deliberate imprint of a half smile,
An exchange. My hair is beautiful and long,
I am wearing my holiday best.

1 comment:

Lois said...

Absolutely beautiful! It's wonderful to know the person behind these words. Thank you.